This poet's heart's desire is overflowing;
This poor inadequate offering my gift.
I long to find the words to honour truly,
This sea of change on which I am adrift.
In lust, I dreamed of this before I chose it,
In love, I ached to feel my hips meet yours.
My heart, this fragile, damaged, fearful thing,
My body, impatient for the chance to be your whore.
A tumble of emotions spiralled through me.
As you caught the knotted threads and pulled,
Untangled every yarn and bade me wind it,
With me in shocked obeisance to your will.
By my hand you pulled me in towards the darkness
You lay me down and opened me by force.
You took me first with raping strength and power,
There was no indecision, no remorse.
With your fingers you degraded and abused me;
This virgin's pussy stretched into a whore's.
Your brutal penetration forcing from me,
Violent proof in heart and body I am yours.
Over and again you roughly took me,
The cries ripped from me merging to the beat.
The darkness veiling glimpses of my body,
You displayed me on your lap - I was in heat.
Confused, I felt the liquid gushing from me
Afraid, I saw the spasms of my limbs,
I begged for you to ease this degradation;
Yet I suffered gladly further for your whim.
When last I shuddered, crying out in shock,
My shame dripped wetly from me to the floor.
Exhausted, you drew me closer to you;
As you rocked me, I loved you even more.
You held me in your arms and I clung close to you,
I whimpered quietly for you as I sobbed,
Finally I gathered up my courage,
And dared to ask you if I was still loved.
Once my body held me prisoner inside it,
I struggled to break free from chain and lock.
I longed to find the key to my own freedom,
But no matter where I turned the way was blocked.
You found the key and gave it to me for release,
My desire no longer caged or clipped.
What was once so broken is now healed,
And love has broken every chain that did exist
It's not just your love and care that I need -
It's your rage, your violence and your seed.
Let these last words tell you what I know -
I am yours, in mind, in body and in soul.
Monday, 15 March 2010
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